Lyrics

I wallow in an inner space
With an invisible accompaniment
I never wanted to hold your hand
But you’re my oldest obligation
And my oldest friend
I struggle for my inner peace
The inner me’s a raging beast
And if I hope to keep the life I lead
I gotta keep him on a short, tight leash
You’d better believe,
My nemesis reigns
My nemesis reigns

A feeling like my soul is cracked
A youth and energy I won’t get back
And if the winter is as cold as that
Then how can I really believe
I’m ever coming back

My old friend -- I’d forgotten how sweet your
Solipsistic trends could make me feel
So eager for the end
I don’t feel like -- I can ever regain control of what I am
And if that’s true -- Then have I just become you?

I’m running from an inner fear
Run as I might it’s always in my ear
Taunting gets louder every single year
And I get harder I get colder
I get worn so sheer
The bottle’s overflowing now
The cracks are growing I can hear the sound
The tiny pieces start to hit the ground
So when your soul and the one to blame
Are one and the same
That’s when your nemesis reigns

A feeling like my soul is gone
I tried to tame it but it’s just too strong
I can’t explain it how it went so wrong
Because we can’t get along
Please hear my song

My old friend -- I’d forgotten how sweet your
Solipsistic trends could make me feel
So eager for the end
I don’t feel like -- I can ever regain control of what I am
And if that’s true -- Then have I just become
Have I just become
Have I just become you?